a guy..

this guy is so sweet!!! he makes me feel lyk i am the only person in the entire world. like i am all he needs, but he can wait for me too!!! i think he is the perfect guy for me. i feel lyk i should give him the world because thats what he gave me, my world. if i didnt have him as a friend at least, i wouldnt be here i dont think. no, i know i wouldn't b here. when he is with me, my world isn't gray anymore. my life is instanty better. i wanna thank him for helping me get my life back on the right track. why couldn't hav ecame earlier? even if he did, i most likly wouldnt have listened. anyways, thanks for letting me love again. i love you!!!

I ThInk I'M In LoVE!!!!

aCuaLLy, I knoW I aM!!!!

yesterday i was told that you Never get anything you don't deserve. it made me so mad because the guy that said it doesn't even know what i have been through. so he had absolutly no right to say it. he said its funny how you can't ever keep a straight face, even in a serious conversation. i told him i try to make the best of life.
do children deserve to sit there and watch their own family disinigrate right before their eyes? no they don't. that completely ruins the childs heart. trust me, i would know. do children see their parents yelling at eachother? some children hear it, some see it. whats worse? they are equal to me. they both hurt. and do children like to see people hurting eachother? no, thats why God made Disney. so when you say, you got everything you diserved, you could very well be wrong.
i think that people need to think before they say or act. especially when they have no idea what the other person has even gone through. i think that they should walk a mile or two in that other person's shoes. then they would know just how they feel. there is so many awful things in this world, why can't parents cut down on divorce? it ruins us, the kids. so i am asking, how do you feel about this?

jon jon

im sry 4 everything
all that ive done
i liked u alot
and i couldnt wait
i am truly sry
i know u said i shouldnt be sry
but i am and i think i should say it
being single IS GREAT
im glad u kno that
but im ready to have sum1
i am sry for all the drama
and all the drama i woulda caused you
thing is u shouldnt listen to rumors
they only hurt u if u do
anyways
im sry
thats it.
Alexis

a part of a song i am making called 'Don't'

don't mix up who you wanna be and who you are.
don't let your feelings take control of your heart.
love only causes pain and grief.
but love sure makes one hell of a heat.

don't ever let him tell you what you can and can't do.
if he does, when you walk away shout, "screw you!"
stupid boys think they're the boss.
those are guys who need to get lost.

don't ever hold back.
if you do, you will lack.
you must have confidence in all that you do.
after all you're your number one supporter of you.

don't ruin your life with one stupid decision.
this is your life and that is not your mission.
your mission is to be you and love you.
which is something very hard to do.

so chase yoor dreams and let your mind wander.
when it rains and storms, listen to the thunder.
be crazy, love life, settle down, be a wife.
this is how girls can live a good life.

today has been a great day!!!
i love me with all my heart!!!
love always and forever.......
Alexis Elaine Kerr